Lousy Mood

My mood is real lousy these few days..

feel so damn lousy coz
of heavy workload that is piling n piling..
i dont like my colls.. i cant clique with them.. different frequencies..
i feel lonely..
my health has deteriorate..
i cant find my goals in life..
i m tired..
i've lost interest in many thgs..
i m sick of hearing the complaints when i reach hm..
i m sick of hearing the naggings..
i m sick of hearing ppl ard me quarelling over small matters..
i m sick to be ard ppl who always create troubles..
i m sick of all the sicken thgs that is happen ard me now..

my head is heavy now..
i wanna smile, i wanna laugh.. but i find it hard..

y m i in this world?
juz to compete with u for oxygen..
ok.. i surrender.. i stop breathing now..
let u take in more oxygen coz oxygen is only meant for useful, clever, hardworking n ambitious ppl..